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Human life sucked. Apparently this had been Natasha's life before her five years spent as a wolf and honestly, she didn't understand how she ever did this. People were strange but now she knew what had happened to her and she wanted revenge. She felt the five crisp lines that she had inked into her arm to remind her of this everyday. She was slowly learning though, behaviors, language, walking on two feet rather than four. She spent most days in the big house with chiron or other campers helping to 'rehabilitate' her, but all she wanted was to be a wolf again. 

It didn't help that her supposed cabin pretty much hated her. Apparently she didn't fit the mold and they wanted her out. Didn't bother her though, she didn't want to be there. She wanted to be in the woods again.  As she walked back from her lesson for the day she noticed a horrible smell a even while she was far from her cabin. Her years as a wolf had affected her human senses as well and now her nose was going insane. It grew more and more as she made it back to her cabin and was to the point that she had to cover her nose before she could even walk it.

Her things, all her things were coated in the foul scent and even going near her bed sent her senses into chaos. "DAKOTA"  No one else could  have done this, ever sense they met she has had a problem with her. It wasn't her fault that she wasn't able to shower for 5 years! Well.. Regardless this was too far. The door to the cabin leaders room was open and in sat the devil herself. "What is wrong with you! I can't go within twenty feet of my things because of that crap!" her anger was getting the best of her and oh was dakota in for sheer wrath.

For all the weird that had happened this day, her look at her was the strangest Natasha had seen. She didn't know what to make of her being the leader of her new home or whatever this use to be her old home. She didn't look like a love expert, hey she was with horses instead of people. Wasn't she suppose to be shooting people in the butt with arrows?

All those thoughts were lost when she grabbed her and started pulling her. She literally growled and thought about showing her what a wolf's bite was like but remembered that, she wasn't herself anymore. She wasn't a wolf, just a stupid weak human now. That she was being pulled along by this weak alpha. "Unhand me. I am not your little puppy!" she said yanking her arm back once they got where ever they were going. She would easily kill her if she could but that wasn't possible. "Do not touch me again."

For Natasha it was easy to noice her disgust when looking at her, after all thats all she had been seeing since she landed here. Something in her started to boil, like it was disgusted by the way people were looking at her but that was all she could tell from it. Instead she focused on the pegasus and watched it eying her. It could recognize her smell so she figured, yet her apperance confused it. She no longer could rub her fur in the dirt and hide it. Yet it didn't flinch away from her. It was, whats the human word for it, oh, trained. It was trained by people who looked like her. It must have been as confused as she was.

"Are you new to camp?"  Well, she wished she knew. Her voice was feeling slightly stronger after finally breaking into words after all the howling and she opened her mouth and thought carefully. "I, uh, don't know." Yes don't know was correct. "Chiron told me I was. Um," she said and tried to remember the word he used. Artemis, Aphrodite, Young, faulted, wolf. She remembered them all clearly but the defentions only sat on the tip of her tonge and she couldn't figure out how to use them herself. It was like forgeting your footing when you race, you know how to run, but you don't know how to do it in the right way. "Cursed. Cursed is what he howled." She said with a slightly nod. She looked at her hand and slowly moved it towards the horse, watching it flinch and making her jump as well. It didnt buck though, and she moved her hand again and managed to touch it. I remember this. These feeling she thought as she felt the horse. She had done with before.

All Natasha could do was run.

She had no clue where she was or even, what, she was. She had been chasing the smell of , something, something that she knew from the before and had to find. The next things she knew she was face to face with a human camp but it felt, different. It made her fur stand on ends. Yes fur. For when she has come up she was as she for as long as she could remember had been, wolf. Yet once she pressed her paw past a large tree on the hill looking over the place, she just remembers her skin feeling like it was crawling and turning ice cold and shifted into, something. People were rushing to her, throwing things over her, she was remembering it as a word, clothes. She had no idea where this information was coming from and how she felt, natural in it.

They brought her into this man,  he seemed to know a lot, saying she was the cursed one, calling her Natasha. A few girls who looked about her age came rushing in, screaming her name and Touching her. She growled in responce and they flinched back. So they could respond to her basic communication which was good. Yet, how did she understand them.

For a while they made her put on what a pair of clothes that were very. Bright. Terrible for hunting in. They were trying to explain everything to her but it was all a blur. Demigod, Artemis, Aphrodite, Curse, Camp Half Blood. All the word made her feel like that black pit in her was slowly closing after so long of it being there but it also made her twitchy and urg to fight back. She couldn't stand anymore and took off.

Running was a wolves natural instict and she learned that her four paw run wouldn't work like this. She ran towards the one thing she knew. The woods. There she studied herself. She was human. She felt so uncomfortable and comfortable in this skin. Like this was once her den that was disturbed by humans. It was home yet not. All she could do was run, run from those around her, run from herself, run from whatever was happening, and she kept doing so till her body couldn't take it and collapsed under her, leaving her alone in the woods.