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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 10, 2016 16:35:57 GMT -5
Jessi opened her eyes and looked back up at Mickey as she took a deep breath. He looked like a wreck and she felt like one too. She took a step closer to him as she looked him in the eyes. "And I'm sorry I punched you," she said softly as she bit her lower lip nervously. She wanted to cry. This was still all too much for her for one day. Finding out she was pregnant and that Mickey loved her?
She crossed her arms over her chest as she looked at him. "Yes..." she said softly as she looked at him. "I do want you involved... I don't want you to leave Mickey."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 9, 2016 23:42:01 GMT -5
Tears welled up in Jessi's eyes. He did love her. It wasn't only a drunken confession. He really did love her. She took a deep breath as she looked at Mickey. She shook her head. She really wanted to hate him. It would make things so much simpler, but she couldn't. She couldn't find the energy to hate him. "I don't know," she whispered as she crossed her arms over her chest a little tighter. "I just... I just can't hate you Mickey... I do care about even with all you've done... I just can't bring myself to hate you." She shook her head as she closed her eyes. "I just can't hate you..."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 9, 2016 13:24:11 GMT -5
Jessi had every intention of walking out of that cabin and crying herself to sleep. She would've drank herself into a stupor, but she didn't want to give a child a rougher life than it already was going to have. She started out to the door before she stopped in her tracks. Did she hear Mickey right? She turned around with tears in her eyes as she looked at him. "You love me?" she whispered as she felt the tears streak down her cheeks again. He loved her and he was sober. Jessi felt her heart well up a bit. He loved her. Nobody outside of her parents had ever loved her, including the various partners she had.
She shook her head and closed her eyes as listen to him talk. It was painful having him think that way. She finally took a deep breath as she opened her eyes and looked at him. "I don't hate you," she whispered as she fought back another sob.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 9, 2016 0:32:40 GMT -5
Once she pulled away from Mickey, Jessi took a few steps backwards as she looked at him. Tears were welling up in her eyes and threatening to spill over. He was vulnerable and already taken quite a beating from her already. But what he said caused more tears to streak down her face. "I don't care if you're shit or not," she snapped before she backed away more. "It's better for this child to have a father than not have one at all."
She felt her heart slowly ripped out of her chest. She could feel another sob wanting to escape and she just shook her head as the tears kept streaming down her face.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 8, 2016 3:14:05 GMT -5
Once Jessi threw her punch, she shook her hand lightly trying to make the slight tingly feeling go away. But she oddly felt satisfied. He did this to her and he deserved it. He should have been protecting the both of them anyway instead of assuming her pill was working. Well, she didn't have a reason to take her pill anymore. But seeing Mickey beaten up by her hands? It was very addicting and he was asking for more.
"I never expected you to the good guy," she spat back at him, but his words hurt with him calling her princess. A name she secretly enjoyed up until now. "You want more?" she taunted. She didn't notice that Mickey wasn't acting like himself. He was acting wilder than usual and there was tears in his eyes, but she didn't notice or care. "I'll give you more," she hissed before she aimed another punch right at his gut. "How dare you do this to me," she spat at him as she pulled away.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 8, 2016 2:05:49 GMT -5
Jessi's mind was racing. Should she get an abortion? It was expensive, but she didn't know if she could raise a child, let alone be a good mother. But those thoughts came to a racing halt as Mickey pulled away from her. She was about to say something to his first comment before his next ones hit her hard. She stood there slack jawed as the tears welled up in her eyes. After all those nights they spent together, Jessi thought he had a soft side. But he was just a jerk, like the other ones she managed to get herself involved with.
"Do you think I would want to trap you with a pregnancy?" she spat out at him. "If I was going to do that, I would actually do it with a decent guy, not some asshole like you. I just thought it was some common courtesy to let someone know that they're the baby daddy." She should've walked away, but his words were just fueling an angry fire inside of her. She knew when she was this angry, she couldn't control her powers and at this point, she didn't know she wanted to control her powers. She balled her hand up into a fist before she approached him and socked him right in the face. "Go to hell," she muttered underneath her breath as she glared at him.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 6, 2016 11:38:49 GMT -5
Jessi tried to cry quietly until she felt Mickey's arms wrap around her. But once she was close to his chest, she forgot about crying quietly. She sobbed loudly as she felt her chest hurt. She was pregnant and Mickey was the father while they were both at camp. Chiron would kick them both out if he found out and there was no really true safe haven for demigods like them outside of camp. After a couple of moments, she calmed down enough to hear Mickey speaking to her.
She pulled away from his chest as she looked up at him with tear-filled eyes. "I... I..." she started to say before she choked back a sob before she pressed her lips and took a deep breath. "I don't know... I don't know if I want to keep it or not... this is all too much..."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 6, 2016 2:12:56 GMT -5
Once she got those words out of her mouth, Jessi finally didn't choke back that sob and started crying in the middle of the Aphrodite cabin. How could she be so stupid. She got drunk practically every night that either she forgot to take her pill or its effectiveness wasn't that great. Either way, she felt like a complete idiot standing right there in that moment talking to Mickey about the fact that she got knocked up.
She looked up at him and sniffed a bit as the tears streaked down her cheeks. Did you take a test? Jessi slowly nodded her head. "I did..." she whispered as she squeezed her eyes shut as more tears poured out. "I did this morning once I realized that I was 6 weeks late with my period..." She took a deep breath as she tried to choke back another sob. "And you're the only guy I've been with since the beach, Mickey. I'm so sorry..." she muttered again as she broke down into more tears.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 6, 2016 1:48:52 GMT -5
Jessi was ready to be rejected like she was back in her own cabin six weeks ago and started thinking of ways for him to hear her out, but Mickey must have caught on how important this was. It was really important. She gave him a sad smile and nodded her head as she stepped inside his cabin. She realized that his hookup was still in the cabin. Under better circumstances, Jessi would've checked the girl out, but she adverted her eyes as the girl got dressed and walked out of the cabin door.
But soon as it was just the two of them in the cabin, Jessi felt the weight pressing down on her and she wanted to crack. She shook her head once he asked if she was okay as the tears welled up in her eyes. "I'm so sorry..." she whispered before she looked at him and the tears streaked down her cheeks. "Mickey, I'm..." she took a deep breath and choked back a sob before she said, "I'm pregnant and you're the father."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 6, 2016 0:56:56 GMT -5
Jessi was too preoccupied with her own thoughts to really pay attention to the noises coming from inside the cabin. So she didn't notice that the noises ceased the moments before the door opened. She breathed a sigh of relief that Mickey was there, but her heart panged when she only saw him in boxers and there was a naked girl just inside the cabin. She adverted her eyes as she looked back at Mickey. She readjusted her arms over her chest as she bit her lower lip nervously.
"Hey," she said back as she felt her eyes begin to well up with tears again. Not now. she told herself as she took a deep breath to fight them back. "Listen..." she said as she had to catch herself from choking back at sob. "I know you're... you're busy but I really need to talk to you... it's really important, Mickey."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 5, 2016 22:45:59 GMT -5
Mickey made her cry. And six weeks later, he made her cry again, but this time she was in her bathroom. She had collapsed on the floor holding a test in her hand. She was six weeks late and she now knew why. She knew that Mickey needed to know, but she was scared to tell him at the same time. She spent hours in there as she cried out her heart. It was only when she was completely and emotionally numb that she left her bathroom and sought out Mickey. She headed straight to the Aphrodite cabin. That would be the first place she'd find him, no doubt. She kept her arms crossed over her chest and her head down as she made her way to the cabin. Once she got to the porch, she knocked on the door, hoping he was home. (Tag: Michael Faucheux) |
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 2, 2016 21:42:44 GMT -5
Jessi hardened her glare at Mickey as he growled at her. He thought he had a right to get upset. He was the one using her! And he was getting upset that she was upset. The nerve... "Well, isn't that special," she spat at him as he left her bed. If she wasn't in such a sour mood, she would have checked him out while he was hunting for his boxers. Instead, she rolled over to press her lips together as she took deep, shaky breaths. She closed her eyes as a couple of tears streaked down her face. Why she was crying over Mickey rejecting her, she'd never know. She kept her crying silent for now until he left the cabin. She didn't want Mickey to hear her sobs.
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 2, 2016 13:39:04 GMT -5
Jessi did try to get away from Mickey. She didn't want him around when she eventually broke down into tears. She thought he would get the hint and leave, but no. Instead, he tightened his arms around her and turned her to face him. She completely avoided his eyes, glancing off to the side as she took deep, but shaky breaths trying not to break down in front of him. But then he called her Princess. Something she admitting to liking, but he didn't remember. He wanted to be her boyfriend and buy her flowers, but he didn't remember. He admitting to being in love with her, but he didn't remember.
And he was trying to comfort her and smooth things over? She jerked away from his hand after he kissed her nose as she glared at him. "Oh, now you care?" she spat out at him. "I know you really don't, so do even try. I'm just another booty call and conquest for you. The entire camp knows. So stop pretending like you care about me, because you don't."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 2, 2016 1:37:44 GMT -5
Jessi couldn't explain it, but Mickey's laugh stung. It hit her hard and it felt like her heart was ripped out of her chest. "No..." she said softly. "I guess you're right. We were both drunk after all..." She smiled weakly as she laid her head back on the pillow and looked away from him. She felt tears stinging at her eyes. Why did she want to cry. She knew that Mickey was a player and a jerk and she was just another one of his conquests. Why did she think he would be different and want to be her boyfriend and want to buy her flowers. But instead, he was going to get out of this bed and leave right through the door. They always leave. Every. Single. Last. One. Of. Them.
"You should go," she said abruptly as she moved out of his arms and tried to blink back the tears. "Your cabin might be worried about you and I have... things to do."
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Post by Jessi Burke on Jan 1, 2016 22:24:14 GMT -5
He called her princess again. Mickey called her princess again. She vaguely remembered admitting to him that she liked being called princess. And he owned a pair of batman boxers. Her dream wasn't a dream. It all happened last night. She groaned as she buried her face into the pillows and took deep breaths. It was information overload. If everything in her so-called dream actually happened last night...
"Oh gods," she mumbled as she lifted her head and looked over her shoulder at Mickey. "You said last night that you and your penis loved me and you wanted me to be your girlfriend so you could buy me flowers." She raised an eyebrow at him, wondering if he remembered, but she was preparing for rejection at the same time.
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