Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on May 19, 2017 18:27:49 GMT -5
Addi let out a little laugh when he called her Swami, copying her motions on the bench. He was a joker that was for sure, it wasn't unwelcomed though. A joke here and now always brightened up the world it seemed. Plus she couldn't help but play along as well. She sat straight up and closed her eyes, unable to keep her smile off her face. "Alright young pupil. If the answers to life you are seeking, inside must you look." she couldn't keep a straight face, cracking a few giggles under her breath as she took a deep breath to steady herself.
"For real this time." she said, readjusting herself slightly before taking another deep breath. "The next step isn't so much a step as a process. Basically you have to let your emotions out but in a controlled way. Its not so much detaching from the world like movies make you think. First just close your eyes." she said, her own being shut as instructed "You have to make sure that nothing distracts you, so keeping your breathing steady helps. Then once you feel relaxed and in control of your own mind, you let everything you've been holding inside out. Not too much to where its overwhelming, but facing it all one at a time." Her own thoughts were hard to put through this process, to keep her powers in and let her emotions out. It wasn't as easy as she made it all sound, after all facing your own demons were the worst things a person could do. |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on May 12, 2017 21:05:44 GMT -5
Well that made a lot made sense, Alex was a infirmary worker, so it made sense why he didn't want others to be hurt. Addison could never work that, she would only make things worst, far worst. She was destructive, she didn't have a healing bone in her body. Seeing people at their worst? Hopefully he would never see hers or the result of hers. "And some you can blame, even if you dont want to." Her tone was joking but she meant the words. She was always told it wasnt her fault, that she was learning but she knew better.
She laughed as their joke seemed never ending. She squinted her eyes playfully and looked at the boy "trust me if I was luring you to eat you you would know." She watched as he agreed and her smile softened. She got the feeling he didn't do this much, take a step back. "Well then welcome to my class" she joked, patting the sit next to her for him to join. "Just sit however your comfortable." She said positioning herself so she sitting criss cross on the bench. |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on May 3, 2017 22:53:44 GMT -5
Alex seemed nice, in a scare you kind of way. Addison laughed a little as their bear joke continued and had a small smirk. She found what he was saying to be interesting, the way he ran his hand through made her question for a second, but letting it slide. "Looking out for people huh? That sounds rather noble" she said, wondering what this guy was leading on about. Looking out for others, save him trouble. Either he was a leader or some sort of care giver. Praetors? Centurion? Possibly, he did give off a that vibe. That authority of caring over people. It interested her greatly. "Saves you more trouble? Sounds like you deal with a lot of bite and bark." she said sitting back down on the bench she had been resting on before. "Lots on your mind? I don't know about your problems but I know it helps mind. I could coach you through it if you want to try. I'm still a novice at it" |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on Apr 12, 2017 23:17:20 GMT -5
Surprises never stopped for this girl, Addison cocked a eyebrow at the boy who was...checking on her? Addison hadn't exactly been the most warmly received person in Camp Jupiter but the idea of this kid coming and checking on her was nice, unnecessary but nice. Not everyday you meet a girl that could cause you to try to claw out your own brain either yet here she was. "Yeah it was...recommended by some officials." Willingly? Not so much. "I always have too much going on in my head thats the point, learning to weave out what I do and don't need. Being able to clear my mind in a moments notice and all that mumbo gumbo." That was the goal after all, they said it was something that could save her one day, to be able to switch it on and off. Honestly though she wasn't to command override it and shut it down forever.
She nodded, pushing away any self thoughts as he introduced himself. "I'm Addison." a simple response for a simple girl. Yeah right. "For what its worth I still have declared if I am a bear or not." she joked lightly, finishing kicking all the dirt off herself. "Though I wouldn't make a habit on scaring people around her, that would be more dangerous than the bear." |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on Mar 25, 2017 20:39:36 GMT -5
Addison saw his wince at her fall and just dusted off her legs. No harm no foul anyways, and at least her powers hadn't erupted. That could have been the disaster. She chuckled lightly when he said she didn't look like a bear. With her powers? Might as well be. "Didn't anyone ever tell you to not to judge a book by its cover?" She said and raised a eyebrow at his words.
"Meditation." she said simply before clarifying "Meditation not sleeping. and thats kinda the point of it is to block out your surroundings and focus on your inner thoughts and that mumbo jumbo." she said finally picking herself up off the ground. "Besides the only threat I've ever faced was falling on my over myself." she said jokingly "I'm fine, just a little dirt nothing broken or bruised." |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on Mar 21, 2017 15:22:50 GMT -5
Control meant having a steady head in Addison's life. Her powers thrived off of instability. Meditating was one of many things that would help her do this. She could feel her powers building inside her as she considerate, it felt like trying to hold water in your hand. It seeped through her fingers, out of her grasp. She just wished it could pull herself in more. Tighten her grip and keep it from seeping out. Control and Chaos. They went hand and hand. If she could just tighten them and hold them better, if she could cont-
She jumped at the noise and rolled over to the side, finding her shoulder making contact with the ground. She squeezed everything shut, her eyes, her mouth, her entire body. She knew what would happen if she didn't. She took a deep breath, suppressing the energy in her the best she could but she could feel it leaking out. Right between her fingers. She slowly sat up, looking at the guy who had startled her a little confused before dusting off her hands. "Who said anything about sleeping out here?" she asked before raising a eyebrow at the boy. "Besides haven't you heard the saying about waking a sleeping bear or something." she said, rubbing her hands off. "Whats so wrong with sleeping outside anyways?" |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on Mar 1, 2017 16:09:42 GMT -5
Addison had been at Camp Jupiter for about a year, and yet she was still never use to how it felt to be in New Rome. The sights, the sounds, they all seemed to fill something in her that she had always been missing. A place she belonged at, but it was never that simple for demigods. Safety didn't come from a place but from yourself is what they had told her. That you had to know yourself to feel safe, maybe thats why Addison never did feel safe. Not as long as she had her powers out of control. She practiced as much as she could between drills and time with her brother. Emotions were key to it all, being able to read others and her own, morphing them into what she needed. Chaos and emotions, hardly a skill set of a legionnaire.
The practice grounds today were the gardens. The usually peaceful place offered little negative emotions that could send her powers in a direction that she couldn't handle. The battle with the kraken had lets her powers fried with that much chaos around her. She did her best to help her legion but found it more useful to keep her powers from going out of control than to fight in the front lines. The energy was calm now as she found herself a seat along a wall of vines deep in the gardens. She propped herself across the stone bench and leaned against the wall, letting herself feel the emotions around her. Mostly calm, a few stressed auras but hers was the most chaotic of them all. Controlling her own inner chaos was key to controlling others. Anyone that was by could probably feel the sense of panic that radiated from the girl when she used her powers. Bacchus had control of madness, but madness and chaos were two different things. Anxiety, panic, fear, they were all parts of chaos. A part of her. She sighed as she concentrated with her eyes close, blocking out the world around her to focus on that energy. She wanted to feel safe in her own skin. |
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Discordia
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Post by Addison Mortive on Mar 1, 2017 15:43:58 GMT -5
So Addison needs a younger brother. Character is really up for grabs along with face claim (i had Dylan Sprayberry in mind if you can't find or think of one) Really the only thing is that he is also a child of Discorida, a year younger than her and got into training faster than he was suppose to(it only took him half the time to complete the wolf house). Everything else is up to you! |
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Discordia
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years old
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Post by Addison Mortive on Feb 28, 2017 19:57:38 GMT -5
| TRADITIONAL APPLICATION Emily Rudd - sixteen - camp Jupiter - heterosexual - single
likes-- warm blankets - her family - controlling her emotions - New Rome - Safety - drawing
dislikes-- planning things - cold weather - losing control - Her mother - being weak - Being dangerous - messy paints
strengths-- chaos - hand to hand combat - Leadership - artistic
weaknesses-- rash - anxiety - self doubt
fatal flaw-- self-fear - self-doubting
fears-- Killing someone - losing her brother
preferred weapon-- Two short daggers, two handed
cabin/cohort-- 5th Cohort
allegiance-- Roman
personality-- Broken and Brash, Addison is a mix cocktail of emotions and chaos. That broken chaos is a oil leak into the world. She sees herself as a uncontrollable void of darkness that terrifies her. All of this self fear and doubt is what gives Addison her fear and keeps her in a self imploding circle. Every now and then she will have a moment where she looses her control, her safety and threatens to spill out into the world.
When she isnt in this circle however she is reluctant to emerge. After everything she had done in her life she sees herself as a loose canon better to store than to have out in the world. What she lacks in order she makes up in nature leadership. When she can stand to put herself out there she leads with something inside her that few have ever seen. A nature skill to lead and risk everything in situation. She is easy to make tough calls that relate to everything but herself. She is her biggest weakness, to trust others is easy. You do it off skill and knowledge, to trust yourself is bias.
godly parent-- Discordia
family-- Andy Mortive, 50, Psychiatrist
Kyle Mortive, 15, Demigod
pets-- -
hometown-- Toronto, Canada
history-- Simple lives were hard to come by in this day and age, Andy Mortive knew that. He was trained to be a psychiatrist, but in practice it was more or less a failure. He wasn't in practice, he took home consult when he could but other than that it was a failure. He worked odd jobs where he can. Apparently the disorder and order caught the eye of one of goddess of the word and brought along a one night stand of hell. That then lead to more and more.Andy didn't love the goddess, not in any sort of way there was no love in their relationship. But there was disorder and at the same time order. She made his life unbelievable and gave him something to look for in life mundane life.
Shortly later a small girl was left at his doorstep by the goddess, with a careful list of what not to do. Number one was ever go east, she was to go west when the time came for it. But for now she was here. Andy didn't know it at the time, but that little girl was the order he longed for. With her, he finally got serious and got his life together. He got a good job, a house and had a family. Yet that disorder stayed with the first monster. She had been barley a year old. The goddess had caused it to leave, and for one last time, shared a bed with Mortive before saying that he was too controlled. Soon later another baby appeared.
As Addison grew up she knew two things, to keep herself in order and protect her brother. From bullies to himself. Kyle was Addison's one true motive in life. She would give her life for kyle, and has tried to before. Monsters weren't uncommon for her life, her father had trained her in close combat from the age of 6, by order of the disorder goddess herself. The worst came when she 10. She had faced a bully that had been picking on her brother, she screamed and fought back until he started screaming in pain, running frantically into traffic. She screamed and screamed for help when he was hit. No one came.
Things changed when she was 13. The she-wolf called for the first time. She had woken up from a nightmare in a cold sweat after she had been called. Her father knew he was suppose to send her but didn't. He couldn't loose her to Rome. The dreams got more and more intense before one night she woke up screaming. Only the screaming wasn't out loud, it was in her head. It echoed in the heads of everyone for a 50 square mile. Her father got the blunt of it, ended up in the hospital for a week unable to hear and senses slowed. He didn't have a say anymore if she went, after hearing this the wolf came for her herself and with forced goodbyes she was taken to the test.
She never wanted to leave her brother. She was his protector and with her gone she couldn't do anything to keep him safe. Her trail was quick thanks to her mothers list of things to do to prepare. She had known a daughter of Discordia would not be welcomed in New Rome so easily. She had a greater chance with that enhanced training and thats what got her into camp. Into a safety net, a place that could and would help her control her powers.
Kyle came 3 months later, younger than he should have been. They wouldn't tel her why he was brought so early. In their life, it couldn't have been nice. She was placed in the fifth, unsurprisingly. At least now she could protect him, he was within reach and something that she could keep a eye on. Although she got better control, she also got stronger with training. With that, the more dangerous she became. The incident had been the first in a while.
At 14 she had been practicing control, testing her powers reach and mastering them. Someone thought it would be fun to push her, keeping her and pushing harder. She snapped, turning a entire bunker in a place of horror and chaos. She had been laying in the middle of the ground passed out. 17 people were injured and others traumatized. Once again she had hurt people around her. Once again she was a monster to those around her.
After that she stopped trying to be a hero, she would always be the villain. She wasn't a solider for good, a demigod hero. She was a monster, she was chaos.
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